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Despair

Sitting here waiting, completely in vain.
What will be said is "come back again".
But I know full well tomorrow's too late,
For I cannot be there by a quarter past eight.
And so I sit here with nothing to do
But untie my laces and retie my shoe.
Waiting is one thing I just cannot bear.
After twentyeight minutes all I find is despair.
Seeking for guidance I know I won't find.
But I need it.
You can give it.
Oh, don't be so blind.

Maybe not the end

A coffin never seems as large
As the person it contains.
For the life and soul has truly gone
And only the corpse remains.
Where is it going? No-one can tell.
God blessed, to heaven : God cursed, to hell.
All we know is that all of our friends
And ourselves one day must meet our ends.
Life is the start and death will come.
No surer thing is ever known.
When the one you love has died, has died,
You must learn to live alone.

Love Part One

Love is one thing I don't understand
Never wanted at first, it cannot be planned.
Ask for it now, and it fades far away
But if you don't want it, it comes anyway.
Whenever you know of the one that you need,
If you tell him yourself you will never succeed.
When you say to his face those words "I love you",
You feel at that time there's no more to do.
Then he says "Thanks, but I love another much more"
You don't know what to do and right through you are sore.
I have never had one who is caring for me.
There must be a reason but it's one I don't see.
If you know why I'm still on my own,
Then tell me, please, next time I am seen alone.

Love Part Two

Is it really as bad as it seems
When things do not turn out right
And I wake up with those bad, bad dreams
In the middle of the night?
Searching for someone to call my own
As my hands stretch out in vain
Then I feel no love for me is shown
And that is the greatest pain.
I want to tell you that I love you
But I find that I'm too shy.
In this position what can I do
But break down and start to cry?

A Love Lost

Goodbye my love
Farewell my friend,
I know in time
My heart will mend,
This isn't the end
Although it is near,
Move forward without me
But don't ever fear,
Wipe my tears with your finger
Kiss me for the last time,
Loving and losing
Is an unforgivable crime,
Please don't make empty promises
You'll break once I'm gone,
I know it sounds crazy
But it's to you that I'm drawn,
The paths that we've chosen
Have lead us apart,
But there'll always be a place for you
At the bottom of my heart

Who Understands Me But Me?

They move far away, so I stay behind.
They give me no love, so I look elsewhere.
They take care of me not, so I take care of myself.
They never call, so I forget about them.
They want to come back, so I push them away.
They keep trying, I turn my back.
They keep doing wrong, so I no longer care.
They act like fools, so I hate more than love.
They push me so far, so I die inside.
Who understands me when I cry all day into the night?
Who understands me when my life falls apart?
I cannot hide my feelings much longer.
I can only put on a smile and pretend all is good.
Who understands me when I need them to understand...
no one.

Missing

All those whom I called "friend" are missing from my life,
I would like to think that they are close to me but every where I look, all I see are enemies.
All I want to do is cry, but I lack a shoulder for my
tears to land.
All I want is understanding, but I get analyzation instead.
They think that when I blow up that I'm just being a
B!tch.
Who are they to judge me when they are not there when I need them?
I was such a fool to think that I could trust again.
But how can I trust someone who is not even my friend?
I don't care I've lost all hope, of ever being happy.
But would you be on the look out for my friends, because they're missing.

What would you do if you knew...?

What would you say if you saw into my mind?
Would you run and hide?
Would you scream out loud?

If you saw into my thoughts and feelings,
Would you push me away?
Would you laugh at my pain?

What would you do if I let you in close?
Is it possible you could like what you see?
Could you really love me for me?

If I trusted you with my all that I feel?
Would you understand?
Would you even care?

Say I let you in,
Would you understand that I have changed?
Would you know that I have grown through my pain?

It is so hard to know, They've all let me down,
So I'm apprehensive to show you all that I have,
Because I can't help but wonder,
What would you do if you knew. . .?

Was it a Lie?

What were you thinking when you took my hand?
Did you really love me? Or was it all an act?
When you kissed me so tender, when you took me in your arms,
Was it all a lie? Did you feel nothing in your heart?

Did you know what you were doing?
When you touched me so lovingly, and made my heart melt,
Were you serious when you took me?
Do you know what I felt?

When you proclaimed your love and gave me your heart, was it for real?
Or were you just joking? Did you have any idea how I felt for you?
When you said you wanted to be with me, was it just a lie?
Did you know how much you would hurt me?

When you sent me letters with love, was it for real?
Can you tell me this now?
What is the deal? Were you just playing around to see what you could get?
Tell me the truth, give me all that you've got.

Was it all a lie? I bet that it was.
You just tore my heart out.
But I guess you don't care you cowardly bastard
You just want me out of your life, this makes things go faster.

Tell me the truth I can handle it.
After all I put up with you.
I loved you, even though you made me feel like crap.
You teased me and put me down, but I loved you.

You ask me how you were different,
How did I know you were the one.
It was a feeling inside. You made me feel like no other,
but I was a fool, I guess you are just another.

Another person to push me down.
Tear my life apart,
Lie to me, drive me insane,
Crush my heart.

I guess I will always wonder,
If any of it was true.
I loved you with all my heart, was there ever a time you felt the same?
Or was it all a lie?

I wish

I wish I could be the one,
To make your dreams come true.
Why can't it be me,
Saying I love you.
I wish you could love me,
Like you love her.
Why am I in your mind,
As just a blur.
I wish we could be together,
Why did it ever have to end?
Even though I love you more,
I thank God that were friends.
I wish that both of us,
Could be swept away by love.
And never have to hurt again,
Just let it be send from up above.
I wish you would be the one,
To make my dreams come true.
Why can't it be you,
Saying I love you too.


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		Despair Sitting here waiting, completely in vain. What will be said is "come back again". But I know full well tomorrow's too late, For I cannot be there by a quarter past eight. And so I sit here with nothing to do But untie my laces and retie my shoe. Waiting is one thing I just cannot bear. After twentyeight minutes all I find is despair. Seeking for guidance I know I won't find. But I need it. You can give it. Oh, don't be so blind. Maybe not the end A coffin never seems as large As the person it contains. For the life and soul has truly gone And only the corpse remains. Where is it going? No-one can tell. God blessed, to heaven : God cursed, to hell. All we know is that all of our friends And ourselves one day must meet our ends. Life is the start and death will come. No surer thing is ever known. When the one you love has died, has died, You must learn to live alone. Love Part One Love is one thing I don't understand Never wanted at first, it cannot be planned. Ask for it now, and it fades far away But if you don't want it, it comes anyway. Whenever you know of the one that you need, If you tell him yourself you will never succeed. When you say to his face those words "I love you", You feel at that time there's no more to do. Then he says "Thanks, but I love another much more" You don't know what to do and right through you are sore. I have never had one who is caring for me. There must be a reason but it's one I don't see. If you know why I'm still on my own, Then tell me, please, next time I am seen alone. Love Part Two Is it really as bad as it seems When things do not turn out right And I wake up with those bad, bad dreams In the middle of the night? Searching for someone to call my own As my hands stretch out in vain Then I feel no love for me is shown And that is the greatest pain. I want to tell you that I love you But I find that I'm too shy. In this position what can I do But break down and start to cry? A Love Lost Goodbye my love Farewell my friend, I know in time My heart will mend, This isn't the end Although it is near, Move forward without me But don't ever fear, Wipe my tears with your finger Kiss me for the last time, Loving and losing Is an unforgivable crime, Please don't make empty promises You'll break once I'm gone, I know it sounds crazy But it's to you that I'm drawn, The paths that we've chosen Have lead us apart, But there'll always be a place for you At the bottom of my heart Who Understands Me But Me? They move far away, so I stay behind. They give me no love, so I look elsewhere. They take care of me not, so I take care of myself. They never call, so I forget about them. They want to come back, so I push them away. They keep trying, I turn my back. They keep doing wrong, so I no longer care. They act like fools, so I hate more than love. They push me so far, so I die inside. Who understands me when I cry all day into the night? Who understands me when my life falls apart? I cannot hide my feelings much longer. I can only put on a smile and pretend all is good. Who understands me when I need them to understand... no one. Missing All those whom I called "friend" are missing from my life, I would like to think that they are close to me but every where I look, all I see are enemies. All I want to do is cry, but I lack a shoulder for my tears to land. All I want is understanding, but I get analyzation instead. They think that when I blow up that I'm just being a B!tch. Who are they to judge me when they are not there when I need them? I was such a fool to think that I could trust again. But how can I trust someone who is not even my friend? I don't care I've lost all hope, of ever being happy. But would you be on the look out for my friends, because they're missing. What would you do if you knew...? What would you say if you saw into my mind? Would you run and hide? Would you scream out loud? If you saw into my thoughts and feelings, Would you push me away? Would you laugh at my pain? What would you do if I let you in close? Is it possible you could like what you see? Could you really love me for me? If I trusted you with my all that I feel? Would you understand? Would you even care? Say I let you in, Would you understand that I have changed? Would you know that I have grown through my pain? It is so hard to know, They've all let me down, So I'm apprehensive to show you all that I have, Because I can't help but wonder, What would you do if you knew. . .? Was it a Lie? What were you thinking when you took my hand? Did you really love me? Or was it all an act? When you kissed me so tender, when you took me in your arms, Was it all a lie? Did you feel nothing in your heart? Did you know what you were doing? When you touched me so lovingly, and made my heart melt, Were you serious when you took me? Do you know what I felt? When you proclaimed your love and gave me your heart, was it for real? Or were you just joking? Did you have any idea how I felt for you? When you said you wanted to be with me, was it just a lie? Did you know how much you would hurt me? When you sent me letters with love, was it for real? Can you tell me this now? What is the deal? Were you just playing around to see what you could get? Tell me the truth, give me all that you've got. Was it all a lie? I bet that it was. You just tore my heart out. But I guess you don't care you cowardly bastard You just want me out of your life, this makes things go faster. Tell me the truth I can handle it. After all I put up with you. I loved you, even though you made me feel like crap. You teased me and put me down, but I loved you. You ask me how you were different, How did I know you were the one. It was a feeling inside. You made me feel like no other, but I was a fool, I guess you are just another. Another person to push me down. Tear my life apart, Lie to me, drive me insane, Crush my heart. I guess I will always wonder, If any of it was true. I loved you with all my heart, was there ever a time you felt the same? Or was it all a lie? I wish I wish I could be the one, To make your dreams come true. Why can't it be me, Saying I love you. I wish you could love me, Like you love her. Why am I in your mind, As just a blur. I wish we could be together, Why did it ever have to end? Even though I love you more, I thank God that were friends. I wish that both of us, Could be swept away by love. And never have to hurt again, Just let it be send from up above. I wish you would be the one, To make my dreams come true. Why can't it be you, Saying I love you too.